铁面无私: 形容公正严明，绝不因徇私或畏权而讲情面。 "iron-masked and without self": strictly impartial (idiom) So this is the taste of iron; the irony is that integrity is what tears you belly to sternum. One flapping half is the leader, brow furrowed, making the hard but rational calculation; The other, the breast-beating sister - friend, hating both selves for the choice that we just made. It's like a DNR talk, which is like a breakup. It's oversteeped tea, it's Kubler-Ross spiralettes, it's us-not-you platitudes. It's passionfruit and sun-juicy mangoes trampled, burnt to cinders, bitter, moruk.